silent pressure
sometimes i wonder how it would feel to not be here, just for a moment.
to not feel anything. no anxiety, no pain, no stress.
just leaving this world in lightness.
i feel that my sun won’t shine soon,
maybe i will let someone be my moon
and let them guide me through the dark
so i could again feel alive,
just for a moment or a little while.
salty but bittersweet
the silence of the sea,
reminds me of you and me.
the birds in the air,
singing your tunes over again.
the boat sailing on the shore,
telling me how you let me go.
the smell of your salty hair,
shining like your glare.